+Ouch+

How terrible, to know that you have lost a chance, you thought would last forever for you. I have crossed a problem where a couple of friends, having bottled up their feeling to each other, for quite a while, sensing that their ‘wait-first’ attitude is seriously awakening them up. With the existence of few others young, eligible bachelors, this particular boy had realized one thing. He had wasted a little too much time. Though he knew, how the girl feels for him, he would rather not asking for her hand, but stay quite instead, assuming that she will remain her way, until he is actually all geared up to say the three words she has been waiting. But he thought wrong. Without a single word, defining his love and sincere, she has lost her faith. Claiming that she is the only one, feeling the heartbeat, one who falls in love would feel, even though she already knew, how he felt for her. But to never hears the words coming from the lips she eagerly wants, she denies her thought of putting too much hope on him, or she might as well broke her heart into pieces.

Then came a series of falling in love with someone she rather not be with, only to fulfill her emptiness. How unlucky the boys was, not to know these. Series of ill-fated memories in her love stories, made her pure love to her once true love, the boy, seemed fading. And how unfortunate the boy, not to know these. He, on the other hand, kept on resisting all loves coming his way, believing that his girl is waiting eagerly for him. But still, he has no guts, to tell the girl, how much he misses her. How much he keens to see her. How much he longed to talk to her. But thoughts remain in his heart. Never once, he told her how he felt.

She kept her silence whenever love came her way. But waiting for the boy seems like an endless attempt. And she cannot keep up with the loneliness, she must face. Then came a lad, young, brilliant, and successful. Asking for her hand. In marriage. But only after he truly succeed in his effort, being someone major, someone people would look up to. So she wonders, should she say yes, to someone offering her the life of happiness and guaranteed love? Or should she keeps on waiting for someone who feels for her, but too gutless to tell the truth? How could she ever choose? How would she ever think of which?

Times fly by. He sensed a fading love towards him. Separated by almost 250 miles of highways and mountains, there is nothing he could do to convince her that he is still hoping for her to remain in love with him. Such a simple dilemma to resolve, if only he is courageous enough to tell her and take the risk of being declined. No one could ever enhance his self-belief, but himself.

How delighted she was, by the time she knew, the boy was falling head over heels on her. Waiting for 3 years seemed now worth a lot. Worth her true love. But then, the joy came to an end. Is this the best for her? What should she says to the one who asked for her hand in marriage, hoping so much she would wait for him to succeed first? Could it be that he is the one who would bring her joy and happiness? How miserable the girl is, realizing that her boy, was too late. Though she has a chance to make a choice. But it was too hard to even think of it. To let go someone with a pledge of love, passion and life. Or someone who was too afraid to express his love, but still has a very long way to go. As a girl, as a lady, as a woman-to-be, she ought to have a secure life yet to come.

Having hurt by her past disappointing first time partner in love, she is no longer giving her best in love, as she is too afraid, she would be hurt once again. By fate, or by men. Should she have faith in her love, believing that she would have a perfect life onwards but must wait for a quite a long interval. Or should she submit to the one right in front of her, which she has not yet develop a strong feel of love, with an assurance of a beautiful life she would have, and only has to wait for a few seconds.. how aching the state of affairs would ended up to be.. how devastating the choice she must submit..

I have no idea how they’d ended up. O.o”