listening to : disini untukmu by ungu
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dears beloved.
i love you all because i believed, you will love me back in return. the ethical egoism.
i can't say that i love you because i just felt so. i befriend you because i felt so. i love you all because i wanted to. because i need to love you. because i had the need to be loved in return. sorry, but i'm feeling a bit utilitarianism here. so yes, i love you because i want you to love me back. bunnies, can you?
it was only two years and a half. for those who graduated earlier, we have met only for approx. two years. it was brief. it was short. it was very instant. except for az who knew me since asasi, it's four years and a half. and nikky knew me for 3 years and half. still, it was not enough.
because i fell in love all of you.
it was not a 3 seconds moment. knowing all of you. it became my life. a routine. things i do everyday. to wake up every morning, to know that i'll be meeting you. it was not easy. to let go those who graduated earlier, because i have the others who stayed. but now, i have none. seriously, none. without those laughters. those giggles. those warming smiles. tell me, how should i carry on?
it is not easy. even for now. wishing every second that i'm a multibillionnaire's daughter, so that i can bring everyone i love to a place where we can have fun every single moment. without fail. but still, there will be an end to that. so no, being a multibillionnaire's daughter won't change a thing.
it is never easy, for me, as person, a girl, who never take friends for granted. because i need friends. and to not being with any, i'd be insanely insane. how could i be able to stay strong when every reason i got to be strong are finally gone?
yes. being a bit emotionally depressed here. while watching grey's anatomy..
because they got friends while dealing with patients..
just the way we were when dealing with POPBLs..
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dears beloved.
i love you all because i believed, you will love me back in return. the ethical egoism.
i can't say that i love you because i just felt so. i befriend you because i felt so. i love you all because i wanted to. because i need to love you. because i had the need to be loved in return. sorry, but i'm feeling a bit utilitarianism here. so yes, i love you because i want you to love me back. bunnies, can you?
it was only two years and a half. for those who graduated earlier, we have met only for approx. two years. it was brief. it was short. it was very instant. except for az who knew me since asasi, it's four years and a half. and nikky knew me for 3 years and half. still, it was not enough.
because i fell in love all of you.
it was not a 3 seconds moment. knowing all of you. it became my life. a routine. things i do everyday. to wake up every morning, to know that i'll be meeting you. it was not easy. to let go those who graduated earlier, because i have the others who stayed. but now, i have none. seriously, none. without those laughters. those giggles. those warming smiles. tell me, how should i carry on?
it is not easy. even for now. wishing every second that i'm a multibillionnaire's daughter, so that i can bring everyone i love to a place where we can have fun every single moment. without fail. but still, there will be an end to that. so no, being a multibillionnaire's daughter won't change a thing.
it is never easy, for me, as person, a girl, who never take friends for granted. because i need friends. and to not being with any, i'd be insanely insane. how could i be able to stay strong when every reason i got to be strong are finally gone?
yes. being a bit emotionally depressed here. while watching grey's anatomy..
because they got friends while dealing with patients..
just the way we were when dealing with POPBLs..
2 doodles:
ko nye statement a bit contradicting..
ko dengar ungu sambil tengok grey's?
camne tue?
Hi, I've shifted my blog to suicidepark.blogspot.com. tq.
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