it hurts. deeper than i thought it would. just when i thought it's healing as time goes by.

it did not rain. haih~

my blissful evening nap was interrupted by a call. from somewhere i reluctantly call home. it was the little one.

"someone is wondering, if you're still in pain."

"no. it's fine. i'm still alive."

"owh. okay. hehe~ she wanted to know."

"i know. send her my regards. i'm still breathing. don't worry."

perhaps everything is about egoism. how i unable to defeat that great divider. how.. damn.

never mind that. it's Saturday. yesterday, was Friday. which was, the event day for our blissful Environmental Day. though some people ignored bluntly their promises to show up, i just kept on providing much smiles and laughter.

it was a small event. but it's something that everyone proud of. i don't know about yang teramat mulia pojiah. in fact, i don't really care. she showed up. yeah. few minutes before closing. ignored. eeuuww~

there was DOE. with their CDs around.. me and bunny nikky had a great time watching those videos~!
there was also WWF reps. but there's nothing much except being devastated with the fact that i can't donate. only for arechbi and meybeng banks only. damn~!!
there were tree planting booth (thanx guys for promoting our booth at the same time!!), recycling (that's ours) and of course, the games (were you, fajar?) booth.. got my pencil which is made of recycled paper as a gift!!
it was fun until something happened. fire drill. yes, a demonstration on how we should save our life when there's fire.

oh. ironic, definitely.

that fire, my dear friend, is a non-prohibited open burning, under Environmental Quality (Declared Activities)(Open Burning) Order 2003, Section 3(d). i can't really differ 'Paraghraph' and 'Section'. thank you.
so, it's somehow funny, at the same time, burning out heart out, that we had to see this, just because auditors are about to come to UM for auditing. haih~ why should we suffer for this??!!!

somehow, in the evening, at 3 pm, 3rd years and final semesters students, had to attend this so-called soft skill seminar, or we will not be able to graduate. okay, okay. all of us went.

1 hour late. yes. 1 frickin' ashuls late!!! how could, a speaker, assigned to talk about how to survive in the real-cruel world out there, be uno, satu, so, sutir, wahid, one hour late?!?!? and in fact, blaming the weather for that? hey, i learnt from Aga's class, weather is not something you can blame. it has been few days, where it rains heavily, in the evening. didn't you realised that?! if you did, why didn't you make your move, EARLIER? huh??! owh. owh. owh. please don't give us that stupid talk about attachment. for your information, we're the THIRD YEARS AND FINAL SEMESTERS STUDENTS. we don't do attachments anymore. we're graduating soon. so why don't you tell those crap, to younger version of students? please?

okay. enough.

so let me tell you.. how's life so far?

i'll be having a test, on EEPL, done by yang teramat mulia pojiah, on this coming monday. wtf.
i'll be needing to submit reports on assignments on 24th of October 2008. both for Environmental Management & Philosophy as well as Environmental Law. haih~
i should be going to somewhere in Damansara tomorrow morning for CanonGoesGreen tree planting. at 7.30 am. how in the world, should i be going there? please please please, tell me!!


nevermind that. i need to go downstairs. my cayang is cooking. need to help.


huu~