DaimlerChrysler AG

weird. really.

i never knew when did i completed my internship there, that JobsDB asked me to submit the official letter from the company. huh??
first of all, i'm an environmentalist. not ecocentric one. but more on anthropocentric. i'm dealing with most problems human had caused. i.e pollution.
but this??

DaimlerChrysler AG

google it and be shocked.


the only engineering part of my course is either OSH or SLOPE. that's all. finite.
and i just don't understand how this so-called job providers help me. by submitting my name to a such a ridiculous company? ok. it's Merc-Benz. but what is the connection? haih~
flattered i am, to complete my 'internship' there. if it is true. but it is NOT.


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kinda depressing to know that your once-upon-a-time-your-bff is now happily pursuing her life with lots of love and happiness.

no. not that i envy.

i just felt left behind. well, all this while, i meant nothing?
friendship aren't made to be left behind, my dear.
friendship aren't made to be stuffed inside your closet.
friendship is like a flower. need to be fertilized. need to be watered. need to be loved.
but you didn't understand that, i believe.
i've let you go. pursue your life you're happy living in.
will never stop you. will never bother you.
so much for having this kind of relationship where we'd be bff, eh?
nah.
just forget it.
i won't reminisce whatever you've said in the past.
as i know, you regretted saying it.
i won't reminisce whatever you've promised me in the past.
as i know, you'd be sorry giving me hopes on that.

you.
for whatever reason you take me as your bestfriend.
forget it.
i believe i no longer qualified.
as i am now no longer take you as mine.

bless you with happiness. for making me cry all year.
shower you with loves. for making me miserable all this while.
thank you for once made me believe i had a shoulder to lean on.
and soul to talk to.

thank you.

sayonara.

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stupidity is a privilege, some might abuse it.
ignorance is a bliss, some might longed for it.
nevertheless. there are morons. gifted, i believe. ____________________________________________________________