fasting...teaches me.. moderations +.+

moderations.. how i lack those all these years.. well, not in every side of me..

i am moderate in shopping. i am moderate in studying. (O.o) i am moderate in.. hurm.. what else? cooking? hahaha..

well, i do believe that i will always lack of moderations in.. hurm...

loving. friendship.hardship.emotion.eating. hahaha


i'm totally sick. yet still, i'm fasting. is that considered.. urm.. 'nebeng'?? tell me! tell me!
my ulu hati was very painfull. and i can't say i don't want to break my fast.. it's very.. hurting.. sigh. over all these months, why Ramadhan? haih..

eating pills aren't helping me at all.. it got worse. my stomach is killing me.. huuu...

fyi, right now, in az's rum. at 7th. well, i'm waiting to get my ass to Linguistics. for my 2nd evaluation. sigh.. it's killing me!

well, gotta go.


owh. and dear, i'll be here. always. happy ist annivessary. i love you.

fin