so much to say, so little time i got..

recently, i enrolled myself to a subject in Geology Department. we called it Geologi Persekitaran. the thing is, after a week, without any class, i went to it's first class. located somewhere OUT of the Faculty of Science, Geology is soooo out of the world. on it's own, of course. previously, the class was so to be held in MP which represent Makmal Peta. the worst thing is, MP is located higher than it should be. third floor of the new building of Geology. but then, the news hit us. it's MMP. from high above, we came down furiously and sweating like a pig (after a morning walk..) to MMP. and the lecture's already started. sigh.. and i ran out of breath for nothing!!! hurgh!!

just now, in the class, two friends of mine decided to drop the subject. perhaps it's too heavy for them. but seriously, i'm not going to run away again this time. i've been trying to keep up with their pace for almost a year and half now. it's already obvious that i should do it in my own pace. so i said, no, ain't dropping. your wish to go, my wish to stay.

it was quite a moment when i realized, i'm certainly enjoying learning lessons that my dear's learning. and the fact that it ain't my core, made it lighter. hahaha.. promised umi i'll be better this time. and i really do hope i can do that. things are getting better nowadays... (excluding dear's extreme jealousy.. even when it's just a cat!!) but i'm loving my life even more. depression will never walk away from me. but knowing that there is someone to stand by me (even with nonstop blabbering..) made me feel that i'm most certainly loved..

having to wake up at 6 in the morning every wed and thurs, is quite impossible. so that why i woke up at 7.hahaha..

well, better go. marine is waiting. see ya later.. and hey az, thank for understanding my way of life with atok, and keeping it up with yours. appreciate that. muahx.


hugs and kisses..

fin